Failure. Failure. Failure.
That is all I see in my mind. That is all I can think about. After a nice time… I can never run away from my problems. It only makes it worse. I just need to grow up from it. I’m going to take it. I am so mad at myself. Why did I wait so long.
I was praised as the golden child of the family, succeeding in mostly everything I did. Once high school started, I crushed in my shell an no longer did I see my point in life. Now it’s hindered me in everything I have done.
I’ll figure it out myself… But I was so close… I was so fucking close.
I’ll just suck it up.